Thank you for your opinions and kind words; it does seems like it all comes down to the mentioned above. I strongly agree on the idea on it all comes down to ourselves in the end (provided we've educated ourselves well enough on the situation - and i guess thats partly where i'm at) and what we wanna do with our lives.
I guess more a less I have an answer but u know... always looking out if there were alternatives or if i was missing out anything important. Even the very least, the support from ppl like u would be somewhat engaging if not comforting and maybe perhaps to fuel on the conviction needed before all this is through. Either way, there will be no regrets at the point of no return.
I wish u well and good will with your quest, and maybe one day circumstances will be better; for the both of us.
Btw, where are u getting your license and how is it faster? Thanks again, keep in touch and check your pm
